1. |
A Prayer / Insomnia
03:23
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[A Prayer]
With a spark, life starts with a raging flame
that just smolders back to ashes just to burn again
and the cycle just continues go from shell to shell
and at the same time you come out of and end up in hell
and the seven vindictive placing limits creating prisons
for the lost souls begging and wishing to end the sentence
taking everything away and just giving a new name
to all the sad, dead, hurt, crying ghosts whose flame
burnt out, whose bout was too tough to bear
who turned back into a husk and very soon will flare
to the next tiny spark in the ocean of names
and then the embers go to ash and all go out the same.
Come to me, Death, please come to me, Death
Oh Death come sooner, please comfort me, Death
Run through me, Death, please Run through me, Death
Oh Death come sooner please you're all I see left.
Come to me, Death, please come to me, Death
Oh Death come sooner, please comfort me, Death
Run through me, Death, please Run through me, Death
Oh Death come sooner please you're all I see left.
[Insomnia]
Lying there, eyes stare
thinking you could die there
Fifty-eight hours you've been up
and you just cry there.
Why's there a screen on
it's something you can lean on
a shining light that radiates
so you can ride that beam on
scream on, your mind's eye
will keep it at a small cry
a whimper so much simpler
shiver till your eyes go bone dry
then lie there awake and bake
away the rain and take a break
from crying it's a day to make
your sake and reason gotta fake
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I'm already weak
I'm already weak
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
I'm already weak
I'm already weak
I just gotta sleep
I just gotta sleep
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2. |
Solos
02:51
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Beep beep beep, you're never gonna sleep
with The Sun right in your eyes.
But don't fear those tears, don't worry that they're seared
because you're already blind.
Hop up young one, you can see that big sun
go and brush up on life till the day is done
I can see your eyes glaze, used to be amazed
you see all the good things but your vision is gray
so just say the right things, you can grow you some wings
just go fly away and sing as the timer rings
now hop in your car, you don't need to go far
just drive a few blocks down the street
Beep beep beep, just tapping your feet
as it slows down to a halt
there's blood on the street but you're already beat
after all, it's not your fault
So get up, get up, get up get up to speed
I think they finally scrubbed the stupid fucking trash off the street
so I can live one more day, I should've taken a hit
and wish I never ever had to deal with this shit
because it's everyday, everyday, I don't know what for.
I could probably just eat all the fucking scraps on the floor
Wish I floored it, soared in, poured in a little light
from the sun that was in my eyes
Beep beep beep, I wanna go to sleep
but The Sun's still in the sky
Fuck it when I get home I'll finally be alone
I might as well fucking die.
So just kill me
Please kill me
Please end me
Please feel me
Just kill me
Please kill me
Please end me
Please feel me
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3. |
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Every day, I drive past the sun-bleached stop sign. Pink, almost white. The red, gone from the light. Old, with stories untold for decades, unheard and unsaid for decades. As a tear is shed by the same star that turned the plate white and gave it that scar. I'm so close, yet so far from closing my tired eyes for the final time. Or leaving this hell. Red from the same light that took the red away.
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4. |
Luna
03:50
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[Hook]
Blackened sky, lights shine in my eyes
wish that I could fly
Milky white, spotted in the light
she is shining bright
Blackened sky, lights shine in my eyes
wish that I could fly
Milky white, spotted in the light
she is shining bright
[Verse 1]
I delayed it, one side once defaced and
it can't be mistaken
heart is quicker racing. What I'm chasing
just can't be replaced and
listen to my words, so you've heard,
you just can't be sure
'cause the light hits your eyes, leaving you surprised
'cause most of it is going to her.
LED's surround me like a screen
static everything
all black so I see, come to me
Let me grow my wings
Final will, once my blood will spill
this was never real
because I'm surrounded by everything
but I feel in a bubble still.
[Hook]
Blackened sky, lights shine in my eyes
wish that I could fly
Milky white, spotted in the light
she is shining bright
Blackened sky, lights shine in my eyes
wish that I could fly
Milky white, spotted in the light
she is shining bright
[Verse 2]
Skin is soft, finally rubbing off
what's your final thought?
What's this light? Help me through the night
I'm you clumsy moth.
Lay in bed, butterflies in my head.
Words that can't be said
I'm neither dead nor am I alive
with a single tear I shed.
No more recent is my call to light me
please don't ever fight me
I need her to gaze on me so sightly
need to see her nightly
I don't fear her, I'd rather be near her
let me fly away
This longing look and this loving soul
will bring me to her one day
[Hook]
Blackened sky, lights shine in my eyes
wish that I could fly
Milky white, spotted in the light
she is shining bright
and she is mine, now she's in the sky
never asked her why
I'd devote my everything
until the day I die.
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5. |
I Need Help
02:52
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[Verse 1]
Walk in the fire, I'm tired
'cause I'm nothing
Want me to expire up for hire
I'm just melting
Choke me with the wire, I'll retire
God just kill me
so give me one last moment
chance my life away for one thing.
Help me God I'm going down
a fire will engulf my crown
and I'll just make my final sound
around the middle where you're found
and now a voice is calling you
and now a voice is calling me
and every voice inside my head is
calling every one thing.
Fun thing, sun sing
one last chance for running
won me, sunny
I'm the one you're shunning.
Extremities, amenities
just sting me like anemones
and one last thing you'll never see
is one result of every scream so
[Hook]
Seal me away please
Seal me away
I need the one thing
you can't give away
I need your help please
Kill me today.
Whoever our god is,
don't let me stay
[Verse 2]
Ghost me away, I can't stay
so I go, bitch
so I show, bitch, you don't know, bitch
I'll grow, bitch
I don't know my name, I'm the same
What's the time, bitch
Out of line, bitch, you're not mine, bitch
not my kind
kinder when I find her at the diner
I just ghost away
sublimer I'm a miner of the gold
that I will hold one day
Finer as a crier and a liar
so I hide my shame
as I just wait for final action
I will see one day.
I wanna get back up from here
and leave this hell and lose my fear
holding tight the only one
and letting fate shear rope and hear
I'll never live the one mistake
so pray the lord my soul to take
and I knew end is close and near
so please just end all of my hate.
[Hook]
Seal me away please
Seal me away
I need the one thing
you can't give away
I need your help please
Kill me today.
Whoever our god is,
don't let me stay
[Verse 3]
Nightly I find myself in Hell
please just ring the bell
I'm right here an empty shell
please oh wish me well.
Sell my soul for one sublime
minute of your time
God you've got me on your cross
so please just tap the nail.
One two three I nervously
call for a diverted sea
that I can cross when I am lost
and then I'll thank him wordlessly
murder me, further me
so I can cross these serpentines
and follow you give love to me
and let me cry for something
Knighted fighting strike of lightning
mark the sign the sun has whitened
stain it red as it was said
and make it so each wrong is righted
let my eyes shut, nail the board up
fuck it all I'm ready for the
final moment finally
as the air has fully warmed up
Outro:
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
Please God help me
I need help, please help me
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6. |
The Ship With No Sails
02:36
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Night in my mind
Fight all the time
Write all my thoughts
light not sublime
No time in me finding me
alone with no help I see
a ship on the shore, sailing away it's forsaken me.
It's making me rich, in my minds eye below it
I know it never goes too far without its own chance to show it.
Closing it's doors, leaving the shores
my stairway has left me, went and packed up to board
the ship with no sails, carries wind on the hull.
I'll never leave this island now for this is my fall.
Kindness found in empty towns is nothing to detesting conscience
lobbing hate and evil folk at souls already so despondent
finding a way out it seems is futile to my life I see this
unending dread in the light where it just seemed so good and right
you know yourself but you can't tell, your soul is just an empty shell
and finding all the joys in life will just feel like Hell
love yourself and no one else they never know your thoughts
you mistakes mean so much more to them so you no longer have a clue what to
do anymore, back to the shore
long for a ship that'll take you aboard
Shook to the core, you find no more
love in yourself what you waiting for?
Friends? they'll be gone. No more are you wrong.
so a song that's sung in the deep is seen in a way that is raw.
water in the lung it seems so real so we all no that we can love
there's something left for you right here
you know there's nothing left above
No one's there, Nothing;s fair.
you'll never find people that care
like you do, so give up on it.
There's no one left in your life so just leave.
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7. |
Falling Down
04:55
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[Verse 1]
Cold sad light, lonely night
No angels dressed in white
End this fight. Nothing's there
One last sight left to share
Airy atmosphere and
Every time life began
You know your god don't care
There's nothing there
[Bridge 1]
Falling down, falling down
Falling further, further down
Falling down, falling down
Falling further, further down
[Hook]
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck it all
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
[Interlude 1]
I swear to god I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna end it right here and now! Pull the fucking trigger you fucking pussy, what are you fucking waiting for? You have nothing to live for. Just fucking do it
[Verse 2]
Life's unfair, no one cares
Coldest drinks, blankest stares
Blanket there, winter's hold
Whitest ground, seems so cold
Seem so bold, you'll be gone
Fire up, go beyond
Look at the lighter things
'till break of dawn
Sonic exploration
Or ruling the nation
I'm pacing, embracing
The fragile rotation
It's based in my attitude
No light left, have to move
Down to the depths of this
Unending tomb
Doom is the chance and the
Stupid romance in a
Dance in the room with a
Broken wine glass is a
Fallacy strong and
Unspoken beyond a time
When all that's good was just
Spoken in song
[Bridge 1]
Falling down, falling down
Falling further, further down
Falling down, falling down
Falling further, further down
[Hook]
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
[Interlude 2]
You fucking pussy. Why are you still here? Why the fuck haven't you ended it yet you fucking piece of shit? Get off your fucking high horse. Just do it already
[Verse 3]
No more wealth in yourself
Pray to god, I need help
You can tell, please forgive
All that I ever did
Fix my wrongs, lose my faith
Make your way for my hate
Let me waste, find the road
For my own fate
Chills up the spine, indeed
In me you'll find my greed
Seeds of the tree don't grow
If you don't slay the weeds
Feed your own mind so that
You pass the time in this
Unending world finding
Nothing to hide
Ride the train, find the name
There's a new loss to gain
It's all the same to you
No love left, now it's true
How did you lose it all?
How did you grow so small?
How did you lose them? It
Must be your fault
[Bridge 1]
Falling down, falling down
Falling further, further down
Falling down, falling down
Falling further, further down
[Hook]
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
Fuck It All!
[Outro]
I told you to do it! You don't fucking matter! Just end your fucking life! no one will miss you! You don't have any loved ones. You don't have any real friends! Just a bunch of people who pretend to care about your problems
Just kill yourself. Now! Just fucking do it! You have nothing left to live for. End it! End it now!
I said end it. Now!
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8. |
Devil's Interval
01:16
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Right on time. Let's begin. A feather blowing in the wind
See I've sinned, I'm just like you. A bend is what I'm turning to
Infernal as well, been through in hell what most have felt in life
I'll tell that if you bring a bigger boat we'll take a bigger bite
A lighter for your little pack of sticks. I'll vanish, do no harm
You're famished. Maybe I could give you food, put meat up on your arms
Far away? Take the deal my friend, see there's no need to cry
Besides, to the universe, you're an atom to an apples eye
A liar to trust, and I see you're out of touch
Faces and missed places, you can go if you must
But I see that you lust for gold, I for spirit
Let's make a trade, don't fret, there's no need to fear it
Disappearing ain't bad. Out of sight and mind
You'll find the same feeling as too much wine
And the line is long, so make your decision
A short, joyful life, or a long one imprisoned
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9. |
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[Hook]
Devil tempt me, Devil tease me
Devil help me, Devil please me
Devil give me all I want
there's only pain where God would lead me
Devil tempt me, Devil tease me
Devil help me, Devil please me
Devil give me all I want
there's only pain where God would lead me
[Verse 1]
You can take me away
you can end all the pain
you can own me, own my trifled spite
for only years of joy repaid
Take my heart, take my light
my fire in the dark of night
I'll give you what I never had
if you just end my trifled spite
and give me all I want and more
and push me through the rusty door
Eyes are blackened, skin as satin
beg you kneel onto the floor.
Let me bask in firelight
Curse away the holy might
that burned your wings and threw you down
so thank you for this blinding sight.
[Hook]
Devil tempt me, Devil tease me
Devil help me, Devil please me
Devil give me all I want
there's only pain where God would lead me
Devil tempt me, Devil tease me
Devil help me, Devil please me
Devil give me all I want
there's only pain where God would lead me
[Verse 2]
I want you to take me to the sea
to come and swim with me
and close my eyes and cry myself to sleep
and no longer see
the road I'm driving, blocked by black
under the sun eyes it attacked
The blindness is a holy light
a night where I am coming back.
Happiness is so near
You have gave me no fear.
They called you the evil one
and you just let me see clear.
No mistakes, love or hate
give me life, you were right.
You're my love, you were late,
but in the dark you gave me sight
[Bridge]
Please God forgive me
my demons won, please lift me
Please God shift me
from my hateful sinking.
Please God forgive me
my demons won, please lift me
Please God shift me
from my hateful sinking.
[Hook]
Devil tempt me, Devil tease me
Devil help me, Devil please me
Devil give me all I want
there's only pain where God would lead me
Devil tempt me, Devil tease me
Devil help me, Devil please me
Devil give me all I want
there's only pain where God would lead me
[Outro]
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
My demons won today
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
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10. |
Greed
02:43
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[Verse 1]
Night, bright, Moon, Sun
Stars shine from above
Death, love, shove away
Life, breath, too late
For this, for you, and for me too
We watch it burn and grow anew
We see no light, we see no fear
I see no time, so don't come near
I have all I should want or need
but I need more, give in to greed
So take it all, don't give away
This life, it's yours, so live today.
[Verse 2]
No one sees it anymore and you're just crawling on the shore
and searching for morsels that hide in sand with buried gold galore
you'd tear an gore at meat and flesh and lay some weary souls to rest
to see that shiny glisten sparkle, in your palms, touching your flesh.
[Hook]
I want it all
I need it all
I want it all
Now!
I need it all
I want it all
I need it all
Now!
[Verse 3]
I need love and I need flesh and I need soul and I need sex
and I need gold and I need heat and I need food and I need sleep
and I want drugs to end this pain, a shield to keep me from the rain
but I walk out and I get soaked I need it all to keep me same.
[Hook]
I need it all
I need it all
I need it all
Now!
I need it all
I need it all
I need it all
Now!
Now!
Now!
Now!
Now!
Now!
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11. |
Kill It
02:33
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[Hook]
Kill it!
Everybody just kill it!
Just kill it!
Everybody just kill it!
[Verse 1]
If you will, divide yourself
and come supply yourself
for a little bit of time
so come and find yourself
and come and kill it feel it
in your heart a spike of steel
so real it takes you makes you lose
the seal it chills you to the core and
takes all your blood
you run and you run
but it catches up to you
and you go back to the sun
So you just wallow in hate, and
curse at the fates hand.
Cry your bloody red tears as you
flow past the gate, man.
'Cause heaven's the lie
and this your final supply
'cause we live in hell but we can't tell
then finally die.
so you cry and you cry
and just pray up at the sky
but the man up there don't care
'cause he just lies and he lies so just
[Hook]
Kill it!
Everybody just kill it!
Just kill it!
Everybody just kill it!
[Verse 2]
I hope you see me nightly
Stained red, white jeans
I hope you come to fight me
same said, it's sightly
so take the toll, take the role and go
make it whole to the soul so we
press our lips then we slip on the
floor baking with the cold
Symbolic we frolic
like we've had this love for years
then we dissolve it and fall into
our own insecure fears
and then we choke it out, smoke it out
'till we no longer feel
because we're small and we call out
until it's no longer clear.
We wanna press a blade into our vein
that gives a name to taking pain
and takes the red like Sol above
and takes away our last refrain
Insane for thinking high of me,
nothing I can show to you
I hate you, just kill me cause
I have no choice but to fight with you, I'll
[Hook]
Kill it!
Everybody just kill it!
Just kill it!
Everybody just kill it!
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12. |
Fuck
01:47
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Fluids mix, lemme hit that shit
take a massive dick, lemme lick that shit
you can take this hit as I'm going down
as I lap it up, make your little sound
and I'll go to town, rubbing through your walls
going in and out, I'm about to fall
as you call my name as I take my sight
and I plunge in deep and release that life
and you shake about as you barely see
then you lay there still as you feel your sight
and you ask if I'd give you everything
'cause it feels so good and it feels so right
and I fuck you deep till it hurts and then
take you in my arms as we sleep the night
with the windows dark and our minds depend
on the shit we take to escape the light
I don't love you
and you barely love me
We both simply choose
'cause we can barely see
that we don't love ourselves
but we both lost our sight
we wish each other Hell
as we fuck all through the night.
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13. |
I Hate Who I Am
14:00
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I'm ready to die
cottonmouth
needle in my vein
I'm ready to fly
warm throat
I sit and I hide
I'm numb to the world
I'm despondent and dumb
my toes are curled
I'm melting
and melting
and melting and melting
away
clothes soaked
in piss and blood
my nose dripping
my throat pink from the noose
my mind slipping
the X is crushed, loose
snot and drool
dripping on my collar
I'm taller
and shorter
soon, the room melts
away
away
away
away
away
I hate who I am, I stand
aside, a fire died
inside I lie
still as a wire cuts my lights
in the dark of night
I hide
I feel sick
Vomit on the floor
you saw it
no more
I'm sore
amazed
sober
loner
stone her
I hate myself more
take my core and crush it
mush into slop
and throw it in my face you whore
'cause I hate who I am
I wanna die
I hate who I am
I can't cry
I hate who I am
murder me in my sleep
I hate who I am
my life is cheap to you
and I don't matter
my soul is gone
I sold it long, long ago
so stab me slow
so I can feel myself go
I'm so alone
Yes, I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
Yes, I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
Yes, I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
Yes, I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
Yes, I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone......
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